![]() Turns out this job wasn’t even close to something I wanted and was exactly what I told myself I never wanted to do when I graduated college. I was in a position that I thought was perfect for me. I started a new job working for a really amazing company. ![]() It felt good knowing I was finally getting out of there, but disappointing knowing that I had not a whole lot of positive that came from it either. I left the job and the city that gave me nothing but sorrow for the last year of my life. I got a new job back in the city I left the previous year. How much can we spend with our parents before we need time with people our own age? I had my mom and her boyfriend, but let’s be real. I had a friend for about three months and then summer came and again I had no one here to hang out with. I spent the next six months in this little town and nothing really ever got better other than the fact that I had one solid friend who was there for me…until he wasn’t. I got an interlock system installed in my car, was put on probation (No drinking) and spent my entire savings on lawyers fees and fines. Instead of spending the night in my safe, cozy bed, I found myself surrounded by concrete walls and an orange jump suit. I was pulled over for going seven miles over the speed limit four miles from home. It was a work night, so naturally I wanted to go home. Let’s just say there were plenty of drinks that were had. After trying to make friends in the town I had lived in for about four months and having no luck, I decided to to say “fuck it” and went to hang out somewhere where people wanted to see me. I have never written this story down or shared it publicly. This decision affected my life admittedly in ways I am grateful for, but also in ways I wish would have never happened. I chose to live somewhere I would have never willing chose to move to. ![]() This was probably one of my least favorite life choices. I had so many wonderful memories at this place, but the way I parted ways was not exactly a happy ending.Īfter realizing it was time to part ways with the city I had lived in the past five years, I made a choice to move to a small town in northern Minnesota working for my mom’s boyfriend’s company. I loved my job and I loved the people I worked with. I spent the summer working at a job I had been at for four years. The past couple years have been the hardest years I have ever experienced in my life. This is not going to be a light hearted post. ![]()
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